Live.

The urge for food lingers on the bottom of my belly. I needed some source of protein before my entire self judgement disintegrates. As the minutes tick down to my survival ending I contemplate whether to get out of my padded abyss of heaven or face the unwanted needs for natural necessity. My time was limited I needed to find the decision before my last breath took me into a deep and unwanted sleep. Well enough of my mama drama I am going to get up and leave my heaven for my existence.