Him.

As summer is increasingly getting longer and my social life is getting intierly crushed by my inpending doom, I find myself drawing circles in my brain. Of how can that one person never fucking leave. It's like e pendulem going back and forth....I need himm...No I don't...he hates me when will my relentless tourture end? Or will this thing haunt my soul until I admitt to myself I am over him..which in fact is never going to happen, so long to my fantacies maybe I need to become more NORMAL. Normal the talk of the street yet it is something that seems to be impossable. So for the future I need to make sure to be consious that the truth hurts but if its what you need take it and make it define you not defy you.